CAC Avaton Eulogy, June 5, 2011
Will Berlinghof Interpreter
Joan Mills, Questioner and Energizer
Questioner: Does Awareness have an opening message please?
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness does indeed have an opening message at this time. The opening message is a commentary on the life of Avaton. This entity and being who was of great service to mankind, to the planet itself, has of course passed over recently, has regained his spiritual nature, has resumed his spiritual life, and has taken up action and responsibility on the other side to continue the efforts he was so committed to during his life, the efforts of being in service for the spiritual evolution of humanity.
He was a strong and diligent servant to this cause during his lifetime and his devotion and dedication to serving this purpose and this cause were extraordinary. This individual, of course, came into this life with one of his greater purposes to be of service. And thus when he returned back into the fabric of the soul, when he returned back into Spirit and when he underwent his review of whether or not he fulfilled his life’s purpose, whether or not he fulfilled that which is the true purpose of every aspect of the soul that incarnates – when he was asked the questions, "How many did you serve and how well?" his answer was that he served many and he did serve them well.
For his life as a life of service towards bringing out the truth, sharing it, opening the vistas of knowledge for the many who over the years have read the Cosmic Awareness Communications newsletters, and have been the recipients of the information that this Awareness has channeled for almost 40 years – has been of a nature that has indeed benefited mankind and has heightened consciousness because of the fact that Avaton and also Vikki, his partner in life and in the service, have dedicated themselves to this life purpose.
There are not many who upon returning into the fabric of Spirit, into the fabric of Soul, can answer so conclusively that their lives were indeed of service to the greatest spiritual cause, for in his journey in life it was part of his extraordinary ability to stay focused and stay dedicated to being of service. There are many who might look at his service to mankind as insignificant, for the organization Cosmic Awareness Communications to many would seem but a small and insignificant organization without a large membership. But this Awareness says immediately that one cannot judge success by the merits of whether or not several hundred thousand people read the newsletter or magazine. There are other ways of holding the doors open as Avaton has done in his life, as he and his partner Vikki have done for almost 40 years, providing a different type of service than what would normally be acknowledged as successful or significant.
Avaton and the Cosmic Awareness Communications organization have been the portal through which this Awareness has been allowed to speak for these many years, and has been the means by which the energy, the consciousness that is Awareness, was able to enter into human consciousness in a way that has affected more than simply those who have read the pages of the CAC newsletter. The consciousness of humanity has been altered through the participation of this Awareness in the collective consciousness of mankind.
Much that this Awareness has done in this manner over 40 years is due to the brave actions of Avaton, Vikki and others of the organization who have been servants of the truth, who have been available in this capacity for the many years of this organization's existence. And for this, the individual who was known as Avaton served a key role, a significant role, and was very much successful in serving the many and serving them well. This does not mean that Avaton himself did not have his own challenges, did not have his own foibles, and did not have his own unique and often stubborn and obstinate ways of doing things, and of seeing things.
For as a human being he was, as all are, subject to his own characteristics of personality. He could be a hard man to deal with, sometimes even unreasonable in his attitudes and position. But this too can be seen as part of the strength of his character. Once he was committed to something he would stay on board, he was committed and his commitment was in dispersing the consciousness of Cosmic Awareness, the energies of Cosmic Awareness throughout human consciousness. Even though he may have had his personality traits that could be considered difficult by many, he could also be seen to be fully resolved in his devotion and dedication to his cause. Equally, many also saw the light and brilliance of this individual.
This Awareness acknowledges that the energy of the entity Avaton also was an energy that had much lightness in it, much humor in it and much generosity. He was always prepared, in his own way, to be of assistance and help to others in ways that may not always have been acknowledged or recognized but by those who knew him, and who knew his generosity and his humor were always a mainstay of his character. There were not many who did not enjoy Avaton as a complex, generous, loving individual who was deeply committed to his purpose and his cause. And for this, this Awareness wishes also to acknowledge that this individual was a very enlightened soul, had come from a very high level of consciousness into the depths of the 3rd dimensional reality for the purpose of the work he did, the purpose of being of service to humanity's evolution.
He was a good father, a good husband, a good man and this is an epitaph that is of great merit. In many ways Avaton will indeed be missed, but this Awareness does wish to share with one and all that he had reached a point in his physical incarnation where the stress, pressure, and pain of physical life had gotten to a point where it was difficult for him to proceed, even though this Awareness shared with him that part of his life purpose was to experience the Ascension. He made his choice; he made his decision when the factors of his physical life became too pressing for him not to fulfill that original purpose, but rather to depart sooner. This was his choice. There was no fault here, no lack here of not completing his mission, for this was more of a personal goal he had set for himself.
He had indeed more than accomplished his life's purpose and he had the right to choose, as every individual does have, to exit earlier than planned. In some ways this could be seen in a way that shows that the individual has the right of free choice as to when he or she will depart. It is not unlike trying to stay up until midnight on New Year's Eve, but at 11 o'clock being so tired that one simply decides staying up till midnight is not really worth it and instead one goes to sleep earlier. Avaton simply chose not to wait up until midnight, and chose instead to leave at a time where his work had largely been fulfilled and the struggle to survive had grown too great for him.
This Awareness will also say that when he made the choice, certain factors sprang into play that assisted him in his departure from physical reality, and at the time of his death there were many around him in spirit that were there to assist him, to help him pass over, to release the physical body, so that his Ascension would be quick and positive. It is seen that he did go through the Bardo levels very quickly and arrived at that place in consciousness where he was able to review his life and life purpose, his accomplishments, and to answer the question, "How many did you serve and how well?"
This done, he has already proceeded to be involved at spirit level in 5th dimensional consciousness with the furtherance of the Ascension purpose, the Ascension cause of Mass Ascension for the many who are ready to move into heightened levels of spiritual awareness and consciousness. He is already up there directing the show, asking questions, even being a pain in the neck, if you will, to certain energy groups that he is trying to energize to make things happen stronger. It must be understood that even in the spiritual levels of 5th dimensional consciousness there is a reliance on those who come back from physical reality to guide action, to bring those more up-to-date, if you will, in a manner of speaking, for they are those who had just recently come from the physical experience. There is a great difference between being alive on the earth, experiencing the consequences of actions on earth, to those who are removed from the physical plane and are observing it from what in some ways could be considered a long distance.
When souls return bringing back information, it is available to the many that are involved in the human situation, who energize the events on this planet, and in this case the events that move human consciousness towards Ascension. Avaton's return back into the soul, back into the level of spiritual consciousness that is 5th dimensional has been of great assistance to aligning the energies and quickening up that which are the actions of the many who are committed on the other side to assist humanity's ascent at this time into the higher realms of higher consciousness.
It could be said, and this in great humor, that Avaton is "kicking butt" up there – “up there” being a relative term, of course. But he is, his energy, his consciousness, is making a big difference and he is fully involved, fully working towards the same purpose he was committed to in his physical incarnation – that being advancing human consciousness, in allowing it to ascend to the higher level of consciousness. His presence is greatly appreciated.
Finally, this Awareness does say to the many who were at a loss when they heard of Avaton's passing: Be not of heavy heart, for Avaton's essence, his consciousness is still very involved at the highest levels and extends down to the 3rd dimension. His energies are still very much involved in the organization Cosmic Awareness Communications and while he may have handed over the controls of the ship CAC to others, his spirit lives on, and his purpose lives on. It lives on through Vikki T, who will still be there on board, through Strongbow, who is taking a greater role, through the new editor, Lloyd Arrd, and of course through others, such as Joan Mills and the Interpreter Will Berlinghof, and others who are involved in the board of CAC.
This Awareness indicates most of all the spirit of Avaton lives on in each and every member of Cosmic Awareness Communications. It lives on in the hearts and minds of those who have been longtime members, who have been members since the very beginning. It lives on through the newest members, those who only recently joined the organization and may never have truly gotten to know the humor and dedication of Avaton, and who never knew him because they had joined so recently. And yet he lives on in the hearts and minds of the many who have been touched by the writings of Avaton in his "More Wind from the Editor.”
While this may no longer be so, and the ‘More Wind’ editorials may no longer be part of the CAC newsletter packet, his humor still lives on in that form that was present right up until his last moment of life, and even the humor that he shared with many on the day of his death, for this was the day that had been assigned to be a day of rapture. And while many did not have an experience of rapture, Avaton indeed did, for his was a rapturous event as he left life and was guided up into the higher realms of consciousness. But he did this also with the sense of humor that was so prevalent in him and so part of his production of the newsletter that is endemic in the very fabric of the Cosmic Awareness Communications organization.
And this humor, this love, this dedication to bringing forth the truth, is all part of the energy that Avaton still is sending down to those who are continuing his efforts. It is true that a door has closed with Avaton's passing, but a new door is opening, a new phase of the journey commencing now with others in charge, with others carrying out new roles. The organization may change in the months ahead but it will always be stamped with that which is the energy, the inspiration of this individual, Avaton. It will always hold his energies and it will grow, it will evolve as it is meant to, for this was also part of the purpose of Avaton – that when it was his time, others would take the helm of the ship CAC and direct it into the sunset. This completes this eulogy for Avaton. He served many and he served well.
Questioner: Thank you.
May I add to that? Avaton definitely was a very impressive humanitarian and will be missed by all. Thank you.