How It All Began
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT: THE CATHORS AND THE HOLY BLOODLINE
THE ESSENES AND WHAT HAPPENED TO JESUS
CAC General Reading 6-13-10 (June 13, 2010) Will Berlinghof, Interpreter , Joan Mills, Questioner & Energizer
Questioner: Is there an opening message or anything Awareness would like to discuss at this time?
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness is now available to move directly into the questions, there is no opening message at this time.
CELESTRIA AND THE BIRTH OF SOULS
(Where is it? God-Birthed Souls of Human Beings)
Questioner: The first question is from Milton C. Hill, Birmingham, Alabama. The first section concerns regarding God-birthed souls. He writes, "I have read somewhere that the God-birthed souls of human beings are from Celestria, and I would like to know where this is insofar as location within the dimensions of the Kingdom of God within the Awareness-God-Universal Consciousness?" Your comments please?
Cosmic Awareness: Celestria exists on the seventh fifth plane, or the higher levels of fifth plane. This is a concept that is often misunderstood in that the mind of God is where Celestria began, in that it needed to be birthed in the imagination of God, the Godhead, God Almighty, the essence that is the Divine, that is the Creator God and Source of All, and yet that which is Celestria exists and is all ready to be experienced upon entering into that which is fifth dimension. The ultimate manifestation is in the seventh density of the fifth plane of existence: the fifth dimension. This is where Celestria exists for those who move into the energies of Celestria. This completes this answer.
HOW DID WE BECOME GOD-BIRTHED SOULS TO FORM OUR BEGINNING?
Questioner: (Thank you). His next one, "I would like to know how we became God-birthed souls in order to form a beginning for us and what age in years are we, and provide a brief explanation of our beginning?" Your comments please?
Cosmic Awareness: This again is complex to comprehend. This Awareness will address the matter of the questions asking how old a soul is. This is unanswerable, for time does not exist on the level of God; it is simply the Eternal Moment of Consciousness that it is. Therefore, it makes no sense to ask how old the soul is, for they are infinitely old and at the same time it could be understood that the birth of the soul occurred but a second ago. This is the nature of the Eternal Now. As for the rest of the question this Awareness asks the Energizer to repeat the question somewhat.
HOW DID SOULS BEGIN?
Questioner: The first part is: "I would like to know how we became God-birthed souls in order to form a beginning for us?"
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness jumps in at this time. Souls began in the mind of God. It must be understood that the God Force, the Essence of the Divine, the Everything at one stage suddenly became aware of Itself in the Void that exists beyond the Everything. It is not as if God instantly awoke for it could be understood that the instance of the awakening took an eternity to occur and yet at one instant, one moment of self-awareness God became aware, or the Essence of the All became self-aware; It knew Itself but did not understand Itself and did not appreciate Itself for It had no context to compare Itself to anything else, for there was nothing else.
The original state of God's Existence was the Void
Then began the Creation and the Big Bang
This is but one step removed from that which was the original state of God Existence, that being the Void. Once that which is the God Essence became self-aware It began to project Its consciousness into other layers and levels of self-awareness; thus began Creation, and thus the Big Bang. The Big Bang was that moment of self-awareness where that which is the God Essence emerged from that which was the Void and wondered about Itself. In that instant Creation occurred, and the first splitting of consciousness was of that God Essence reflecting on Itself as to what It was. This was the first layer and level of the expansion of consciousness.
That which was created was still of God Essence but now God was asking what It was and It was that which was reflecting upon that which was God that started to consider the question, and in the consideration of this essential question of what It was, It began to expand consciousness. This Awareness finds Its own creation at that high level of questioning, of expansion and therein also lies that which could be considered the beginning of the soul or soul consciousness. This was a process of division downwards, if you understand downwards as a concept of increasing density away from that which is the purity of the Essence of God.
The soul was created as a means by which aspects of the soul could be incarnated into experiences of existence. One universe that was then created to have such experiences of existence was that which was the dualistic universe and the creation of the dualistic universe was the third-dimensional universe or level of consciousness. It is in this level of consciousness that those aspects of the soul emerge into, to have that which is a physical experience of dualism, defined by a rigorous set of rules and laws, and in that which is the density of the third dimension, that which is the Consciousness of God also survives, and also thrives and engages in the illusion of separation, of physicality, and of that dualistic experience in the third-dimensional realm.
Souls came into Existence after God Awoke
All this is a creation of the ongoing consciousness of that which is God, that which is the spark of God Essence that is in All. This is why this is perhaps a difficult question to answer, for it does not in fact derive from a temporal timeframe, where this Awareness could say, "Exactly 5.7 billion years ago souls came into existence." The soul came into existence after God awoke and started to ask Itself the question of what It was and why It was. All else came from that point. This completes this answer.
WHEN GOD WAS IN THE VOID
Questioner: When God was in the Void then it would be safe to assume that It was unaware of Itself in that Void? and the next related question, "How did It come to know it was in the Void?"
Cosmic Awareness: This cannot be explained in human consciousness, for that which occurred is that which comes from beyond that which is the level of consciousness. For example, the Energizer asked when God was in the Void. God was not in the Void, God was the Void and God is the Void even now. God exists in all states and at all levels and it is this paradox of a supreme nature that makes this concept very difficult to understand or appreciate. This Awareness is trying to explain it in a way that will make a degree of sense to those who are hearing this answer, and those who contemplate this matter.
God is the Void, God became aware of Itself; it might even be as easy to say God became aware of the potential of Itself and wondered what that potential was. In this process, which this Awareness already declared was one that took an eternity to occur, there was a rumination of thought in that which was the Void, but the thought was disorganized and random and incoherent. It was more an energy that finally coalesced into that original single thought, that spark of consciousness that was by the definition of the scientists the Big Bang that created the universe.
The Big Bang was a Spiritual Event not a Physical Event
It is easy to consider that it was a physical event - such is the comfort level of those who have contemplated such deep issues, such as the astrophysicists and the scientific minds and philosophers, but it is more accurate to say that it was not a physical event, but a spiritual event. It was the emergence from the chaos of one coherent thought that then exploded outwards into much, much more than the chaos. Yet that which is God is still the chaos, is still the Void, and is still that which is seeking to know Itself. This is a complex matter, but it is seen and felt that most can comprehend to a degree the concept that consciousness emerged out of a void of chaos. Void is even a difficult concept, for how can a void be filled with chaos and random thought and yet be nothing at all? Does this help complicate the matter?
GOD SEEKING TO KNOW ITSELF
Questioner: No, not really complicate, I'm just wondering: can this be likened unto everything was taking place in the higher dimensions, and the separation of dimensions came much later? Is that correct?
Cosmic Awareness: This is indeed correct. The separation of dimensions and the stratas of the dimensional reality are, in a manner of speaking, God seeking to know Itself on ever-finer levels, different levels. It continually expands and expands and expands, and in the expansion the creation of dimensions, and the creation of alternative realities: multidimensionality. This is where the understanding of the Big Bang theory can assist in understanding this prospect. God is still expanding Itself, seeking to understand and know Itself ever more all the time, constantly and eternally. At one point God will reach that point where It feels It knows Itself completely and totally, and then the contraction will begin, as all is drawn back to that Original Source, that original moment of self-awareness and perception, that original conscious thought, and finally all will return back into the Void of potential, awaiting the next breath, the next cosmic breath and exhalation, which will begin a new form of expansion.
The Mystics call this The Out-Breath of God
The mystics call this the out-breath of God, and it is the out-breath of God that is occurring at this time. When that breath is complete, God will breathe in again, all will be contracted and all will go back to the beginning. This cannot be understood in purely physical terms, and yet as physical beings that is the only way ultimately one can understand this process, but it is much, much more.
Questioner: It could take volumes eh?
Cosmic Awareness: It could take volumes, and it could take a single word.
Questioner: Ok, and that word would be?
Cosmic Awareness: That word would be 'God'. Then you could begin the expansion. God Is. This would already be the first division where that which is God knowing that It Is, starts to contemplate Itself, and starts to ask the question, "What is God?" "God is what?" "God is Now." "God is Eternal." "God is All Powerful," and "God is ever-expanding" and so on and so on. Each new addition to the cosmic thought, the Divine Thought, is an expansion of consciousness, a separation of degree from that original understanding, that original word, and that original self-aware thought. This helps understand how God divided Itself, expanded Itself and created All That Is. Does this help explain what is a very complex matter?
Questioner: Yes, it does, indeed it does, and complex it is. Thank you. I'm sure the members might have questions or they may understand completely.
EVEN THE ROCKS CONTAIN THE DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS WITHIN THEM
Cosmic Awareness: Ultimately it is not a matter of understanding, it is a matter of accepting. It is a matter of the acceptance that as expressions of God, each and every human being, each and every sentient, conscious being and even those who are not sentient, even the rocks, for example, have the Divine Consciousness within them, and are part of the thought that is God seeking to know Itself In the acceptance is that deepest perception of the knowing that one is more than oneself and this is the function of soul evolution: to understand and to expand one's concept of self beyond that which is held by oneself, just as God in Its Original Instant of Self-Awareness began that exploration of Itself, beyond Itself
WHEN JESUS SPOKE OF THE "FATHER IN HEAVEN": WAS THAT COSMIC AWARENESS?
Questioner: (Excellent, a lot of food for thought there). Milton carries on, "Are you, Awareness, the same one that Jesus spoke of as being the Father in Heaven, of whom He also said, 'the Father is greater than I am?' "
Cosmic Awareness: In line with that which this Awareness was discussing, the concept of Father is a reference to that which is God Almighty, complete and total Source and Creator of All. As such It is Creator Being of the ultimate extremity of the most complex nature and is therefore more than the subject of Its creation, in this case the entity known as Jesus. Therefore, when Jesus explains that the Father God is more than He, He is literally acknowledging that the Prime Source, that which is God the Father Almighty and Supreme Creator and Source of All is indeed much more complex.
Questioner: That's true, that's true. That's quite an acknowledgment.
Cosmic Awareness: But the entity Jesus understood that He was part of Divine Consciousness, thus He was the expression of God Almighty in a physical form on a level of existence of consciousness that was part of the God Essence but known to be separated from it, or thought rather, to be separated by those who partake in the physical reality.
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness asks the first part be repeated.
Questioner: His question was, "Are you, Awareness, the same one that Jesus spoke of as being the Father in Heaven?"
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness is also part of that which is the Father in Heaven, the God that is Almighty Creator and Source of All, the Divine essence and Spark, and this Awareness is part of that and therefore the answer could indeed be yes It is, but It is also but a part of It, and also part of the separation from this Prime Essence of God Almighty. Therefore the answer is also no, It is not. If the entity Milton Hill is asking if the separations and degrees of separation constitute separate entities and beings, as part of that which is the totality of the God Essence, this Awareness is part of Father God in Heaven as a separated essence, a prime division from that Original Essence and Spark.
It is not God in heaven, just as each and every sentient human being is part of God, yet separate to God, and seeks to reunite with that which is God and still be separate from that which is God. Almighty God is within all; humans are within God. Therefore, they are part of that which is God Almighty in heaven and yet they seek at the same time to have separate autonomous experiences.
Questioner: A question please that comes to mind. Would this relate to individuals within soul families?
Cosmic Awareness: This could be said to be so.
THE LUCIFERIAN/ RHYEE/ AHRIMAN DARK FORCES: WHAT MOTIVATED THEM TO SEPARATE FROM GOD?
Questioner: (Thank you) Carrying on, Milton's next group of questions concern the Luciferian/Rhyee/Ahriman Dark Forces, and Awareness/God/Universal Consciousness. The first part being that Awareness/God/Universal Consciousness is the highest vibration of light and love and basically the perfect state of being. What motivation did the Luciferian/Rhyee/Ahriman Dark Forces have to want to supposedly separate from the idea of One Universal Consciousness into the idea of two? In the biblical sense, this is noted as Lucifer putting his throne above the throne of God, which is not an accurate interpretation because God is the actual Fabric of All Creation and that Awareness/God/Universal Consciousness is All That Is. Comments please?
Lucifer and the Fallen Angels
Cosmic Awareness: This is a complex matter. This Awareness is contemplating where to begin. It will begin with the concept of Lucifer and the Fallen Angels and the assertion that Lucifer chose to separate himself from God and put himself above Him. As the entity Milton Hill stated, God is the Essence of All, and therefore Lucifer could not truly choose to separate itself/himself from God Almighty, nor did it occur this way.
The legend of the choosing of sides, the division from God by Lucifer and his followers, the choice to elevate themselves above that which was God, is but half understood for it implies that a creation of God chose to separate itself from its own Source. This could never be, it is not now so, and it was not then so. Lucifer did not separate himself, nor did his followers the Fallen Angels separate themselves from the Essence of the All, the Fabric of Everything.
When God Asked Lucifer to play the role of separateness
What did occur was that the Essence, God Almighty and Prime Source, in seeking to know Itself in new ways, in the expansion of Its own Awareness of Self and in Its own desire to have multiplistic experiences on all levels -- chose to have an experience of separation from Itself. It wondered what it might be like if a part of Itself divided away from Itself under the false illusion that It was indeed separate, autonomous and had no connection to that which was Itself in the expression of that which is God Almighty. It went to that which was Lucifer, which was already an existing level of consciousness within the Godhead, and It asked that being known as Lucifer if it would play this game with It, with God Almighty, if it would do this role for It, this performance, and would take on this task of forgetting its connection to the Divine, of pretending it did not truly exist within the framework of the Essence of God and that it would separate Itself.
The Fall From Grace was not a Battle but a Division
Furthermore, It asked others to join Lucifer in this grand experiment, this experiment of separation and division. Lucifer and his followers agreed to do this for God, agreed to be part of this great experiment of division, this expansion into a new way, into new levels of consciousness that had not existed before this moment. Thus Lucifer and his followers divided themselves from that stream of consciousness that had been constant up to that moment in knowing Itself in a certain way. And in that division, that episode, an event that was known as the Fall from Grace, the great battle between the followers of God who remained loyal and those who divided themselves and separated themselves occurred. But it was not a battle as portrayed in the text of the Old Testament, the Bible, but rather simply a division between two levels of angelic consciousness, high consciousness away from the Godhead to create a physical reality based on dualism.
When Dualistic Thinking and Dualism was born
The first act of dualistic thought was the Fall from Grace, the division of consciousness into two separate streams: one in support of the Godhead by maintaining the essence and flow as was always so, and that which divided itself away from that flow and became an alternative to that flow, oppositional to that flow. In that instance, dualistic thinking and dualism was born.
These beings came to that dimensional reality that was third dimensional and brought with them new rules of engagement that would promote this new experiment in consciousness, a consciousness that was separated, or seemingly separated, from the Divine.
The Veil of Forgetfulness was enacted
The veils of forgetfulness were enacted so those participants in this new experiment could not remember that they had chosen it and that they were still very connected to God and the Divine at all times and in all ways.
Ahriman and Rhyee and Darker Forces were born
Thus they came into a newfound reality based on separateness or separation from the Divine based on physicality and physical rules, based on dualism and dualistic thinking. Those who were the Luciferian forces became sovereign on the physical separated existence, or that which was the third dimension. Lucifer led the followers and was designated as their leader, their master. This began further degradation and separation down into more extreme expressions of separation, and those other beings that exemplified even deeper, denser, and darker layers of division were born: Ahriman, Rhyee and such.
Planet 'B' will see a new level of separation
The experiment has continued down through the ages and even now continues. That which is the Ascension also knows an element of further separation. The experiment continues, and that which this Awareness has in the past referred to as Planet B will see a new level of separation that is even more complete to any that have preceded it. Up until now it has always been the case that even though there has been separation there has always been some awareness of a high deity, a high being, and higher levels of consciousness. Even though this has traditionally expressed itself in religious thought and thinking in the formation of religions around specific deities -- even this will not be so on that extreme expression of Planet B.
Lucifer has been reintegrated into the Godhead
This is still a further division into that separateness that God dreamed so long ago and just an instant ago. The entity that was known as Lucifer completed its task and has indeed been reintegrated back into the higher framework of consciousness that is God Almighty, the Supreme Divine Consciousness: the Godhead. He has returned back to God, and into God and has brought with him many of the lessons that he gained. It is to be remembered that the name Lucifer is that which means Bearer of the Light, Bringer of the Light, and in his agreement to participate, a new level of light was bought into the essence of God Itself and God has welcomed him back with open arms.
This is, of course, all spoken allegorically to represent the concept that ALL will eventually return back into the fold of God, the Fabric of God. All will return back into the totality of God Consciousness and even those who are the most evil in their existence have a place in God's heart and in the fabric of His being. Of course there is no "his" or "her" at the level of the God Essence, but this is how it is often spoken and known by those who are still in the illusion of God.
ALL LIFE EXPRESSIONS HAVE FREE WILL?
(Does a stone in the riverbed have free will?)
Questioner: ( Thank you. That was excellent. I believe it answered his second question). His third question in this area is, "Can I also assume that all life expressions within Awareness/God/Universal Consciousness have "free will" and are allowed expression, which only affect other life expressions within Awareness/God/Universal Consciousness?" This would be a correct assumption, would it?
Cosmic Awareness: This would not be a correct assumption. This applies to certain gradients of consciousness, of beings that are at a certain level of consciousness. Would it be right to say the stone in the riverbed has free will? It does not, not as a human has. The waters above it will move that stone along the riverbed, and eventually they may even move it to the precipice of a waterfall and then over the waterfall. Does that stone have free will in going over the waterfall? Strictly speaking, it does not.
A human was given this ability and capacity as part of that drama of existence that defined it, and that defined the conscious level of the being choosing to have a human experience. The stone does have a level of consciousness but its consciousness is not of a variety that is favored by the human consciousness, for it is a long drawn-out consciousness that exists over eons, whereas human consciousness could be seen to be that of the moth to a flame that lasts but a fleeting moment. Yet both are significant, and both have their place in the overall consciousness of God Almighty, the Divine Spark, and the Divine Awareness.
QUESTIONS ON THE WORLD OF MATTER
Questioner: Thank you, that was excellent) He carries on with another topic regarding the world of matter. There are three questions. The first is, "What is the determination as to what beings have to exist within the world of matter?"
Cosmic Awareness: The only determination is the choice; the choice of that consciousness that chooses to have this experience or that experience. One level of consciousness is that level known as the soul. The soul has many aspects to it, and many levels of consciousness to it. It is a collective consciousness that also has a singularity consciousness. It is both individual and a collective at all times. The soul may decide that it wishes to have a new experience in separateness and individuality, and thus an aspect of the soul is extended into physicality, into the human condition and has its experience, separated even from the memory of its own nature.
The entity/being has a life, but at the end of the life it is returned back into the fabric of the soul, back into its multiple nature, its collective nature. It brings back with it its memories of individuality and it retains its individual consciousness, but submerged back into the collectiveness it also becomes the collective mind, the soul mind. Free will is that choice of choosing to have experiences in physicality but it can also be understood to be part of the choice process of the soul itself to freely send aspects of itself into physicality to have those experiences. Is this clear?
THOSE WHO NEVER LEFT THE GODHEAD
Questioner: Yes, thank you. That's what I thought). His next part of the question: "Are there beings who have rejected the world of matter and have chosen to remain in the myriads of vibrations in spirit form?"
Cosmic Awareness: Indeed there are.
Questioner: (Thank you) "Those beings that constitute the Luciferian/AhrimanlRhyee Dark Forces, how shall they, if ever, vibrate and evolve back into the Light and Love of the God/Universal Consciousness?" I believe you've already answered this question.
Cosmic Awareness: Indeed this is so, but this Awareness has comment nonetheless. The preceding question was whether there were those who never left the Godhead. This was indeed what occurred when that which is called the battle between the Fallen Angels and the troops of God occurred. It was not a battle at all but the choice to either remain within the fabric of the Essence of God or to depart from it. There was no anger or hatred, and there was no battle between these two forces.
The Angelic realm: Those who chose not to Separate
Those that stayed within the vibrational conscious energies of that which is the flow of God without separating have gone on to have those experiences that are unique to those levels of consciousness; the angelic realm, many of them are of that nature. The Luciferian experiment, if you will, chose to leave that stream of consciousness to have the experiences that they had, and it has already been spoken by this Awareness that the leader of those forces of that experiment has already been welcomed back into the heart of God and the Essence of the Divine. Therefore, ALL can find their way back.
It must be remembered that dualism is an illusion. It is simply a way of experiencing another thought, an experiment in the separation of consciousness, the dualistic thinking process. In truth, as an illusion it certainly belies the fact that there is still unity. Therefore, when Lucifer realized finally that it was tired of the separation from its own being and from the Essence of God -- for it must be understood that for Lucifer to have completed his mission, he and the others had to forget themselves, had to forget their origins, and their truth. They were the Original Separation but as the eons passed, as that entity/being known as Lucifer began to remember, he began to yearn to return back into that which was the fabric, the soul of God Itself
How the story of the Prodigal Son began
Once this occurred and he started to move towards this, it was but a matter of time that he would return. It is in Lucifer and the return into that which is the Fabric of God that the story of the Prodigal Son is to be found, for this is a story of the return of Lucifer back into his Father's mansion, back to his Father's home. As it is so that Lucifer has returned, it is also so that all that has been divisional to that which is the wholeness of the Essence of God can also be recuperated back into the totality of the Godhead.
ALL, be they the darkest servants of the darkest Lord, have the right, indeed the obligation to return back to the Godhead. Many resist, and many choose not to return, for they have not yet completed that which is their personal agenda, but all eventually will return and none are lost, none are left behind. Even though it would seem an eternity passes, and even though it would seem that the powers of the evil dark Lords are so pervasive that they have more power than the Light, this is also but part of the illusion. All will be reinstated and reincorporated back into the Fabric of God. It is the plan, it is the way and it is the eternal hope that God bestowed to Lucifer before the experiment in dualistic separation began.
This Awareness is complete with this part of the question.
PARALLEL UNIVERSES AND DIMENSIONS
Questioner: (Thank you) Milton carries on with universes and dimensions. He writes, "In the parallel universes and dimensions, is there also the world of matter that is affected by the characteristics of Darkness also?"
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness would say that there is indeed such a universe.
Questioner: Is this also in dimensions, or is the third the only dimension that has that...
Cosmic Awareness: The third dimension is just one of an infinite amount of third dimensional realities that exist. Because those who partake in this third dimensional reality known as the Earth circa 2010 have the experience they are having, the belief is that this is the only Earth 2010, when the truth is that there is an infinite amount of Earths in that physical reality of 2010, but each version will be slightly different. Yet there is often commonality amongst many, and yet there are also those millions that would be considered not even recognizable to how Earth exists at this time for those sharing this existence.
During Ascension Many Earth Variations Exist
This is why when this Awareness speaks of Ascension It says there are many variations on the theme of what will be experienced as Earth slides through the dimensional shift and extends herself and elevates herself in not only the higher levels, but also in the lower levels; new parallel universes being formed, new parallel realities being available for those wishing to have new levels of experiences, both at higher levels of consciousness and diminished levels of consciousness and separation.
To some degree this is already the case. The reason Ascension is so important at this time and at this dimensional reality level is that many who are on this track at this time, who are partaking in this physical experience of a third dimensional reality, are ready to shift their realities in a mass way, more than is the usual case, which is individual in nature. The mass-mind itself, human consciousness itself is ready to take a quantum leap forward, upward, and outward as well as to take a quantum leap in retraction, contraction and even deeper separation from the essence of the Divine, the essence of the Fabric of God. Both directions at the same time simultaneously will be achieved. It is simply a matter of one's focus as to which direction they might wish to go in their individual experience or in the sharing of their individual experiences with others who share that desire to have a similar experience. Is this clear?
Questioner: (Yes, it is, very much so, thank you) His next part of the question is, "Have these other universes and dimensions been and are being created from the thought processes of all of Life Expressions within God-Universal Consciousness?"
Cosmic Awareness: This is indeed a very accurate way to understand it, but it is equally accurate to understand that they are all created from the mind process of God Almighty, Creator and Source of All.
HOW AWARE IS COSMIC AWARENESS?
Questioner: Ok, thank you). The last part to this question: "Can I assume that the difference between pre-eternity and eternity is that you, Awareness, were not totally aware of All That Is and through time you began to be aware of all things as yourself within creation, no matter how many light years the created universe may be in terms of size, because you are the One Body of God?"
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness is but a part of the One Body of God. It would feel more comfortable if this comment was relating to that which is the God Essence, the Divine Fabric of the Everything, that which is the Originator, that which was God, who had the instance of self-awareness. Preexistence is that which this Awareness has formerly labeled the Void, that chaotic space of total possibilities where nothing existed but everything, was possible, and in that Void of possibilities God had Its thought of Itself, and became aware of Itself.
When God had a thought of Cosmic Awareness
Somewhere along that process God had a thought of this Awareness and this Awareness was created. This is high on that level of creative moments in that it came close to that time which was the original thought of God, but could also be understood to have taken millennia or eons for the thought process to turn towards an awareness of that which is this Cosmic Awareness, and as such this Cosmic Awareness too has spent millennia and eons having Its own thoughts and creating Its own energies, all in alignment with that which is the essence of the God Supreme and Almighty, the Force of the Everything and the All; that it is an unfolding process that if one needs to use temporal thinking, has indeed taken an eternity to create. But if one understands the simultaneous nature of the universe, of God Itself, then it has only been an instant.
BRAIN CAPACITY AND THE 12 STRANDS OF DNA: WILL WE GET ALL OF THEM BACK?
Questioner: (That's true. Thank you for being with us). Milton carries on. This topic concerns brain capacity and evolvement. He writes, "Can I assume that most of mankind uses 10% - 45% of its brain capacity because we are not ready to handle instant thought creation such as "Let There Be Light". Is this assumption correct?
Cosmic Awareness: There is that which also could be understood as the cosmic timing to these matters. The experiment was meant to last a preordained period of time, not time as temporally measured, but in that concept that there was a beginning, middle, and an end to the experiment that is dualistic experience. In a manner of speaking, part of the rules and laws for this experience needed to be a limitation of the full capacity of the mind, of the ability to create instantly.
The 12 strands of DNA are now being activated
Hand-in-hand with this process and this limitation for the purpose of and having an experience of the nature of dualism that was required, the 12 strands of DNA had to also be curtailed, and therefore at this time humanity on the whole has but the two activated strands of DNA, and yet the 10 are also available and are now being activated. There are now humans in physical form who are activated to the fourth, fifth, and sixth strands of DNA and this is increasing. When they achieve the full activation of the 12 strands of DNA they will also incorporate 100% of their brain capacity, which is limited to only 10% at this time.
More and more beings are becoming enlightened and more self-aware on a daily basis as the planet moves towards that acceleration and evolution of consciousness that is the Ascension, and as this occurs, as the activation of the 12 strands of DNA and the increased capacity of the brain moves forward, the ability to manifest instantly also will increase, but so will the ability to move beyond the physical state of being that is now common. Not all are here to activate their full mind and their full complement of 12 strands of DNA, but those who are, are doing so at this time and this process, as this Awareness said, and will accelerate as the movement towards the completion of Ascension itself moves forward.
IS UNIVERSAL HARMONY FOR MANKIND CLOSER THAN EVER?
Questioner: Thank you). He carries on, "Can I assume that as each human being evolves from the Survival to the Being, to the Transcendent Stage, the brain capacity to handle and process Universal Consciousness will increase and the Light within will have reached a much greater measure, and universal harmony for mankind will be closer than ever?"
Cosmic Awareness: You can indeed assume this and you would be very correct in your assumptions. This Awareness complements the entity Milton Hill for his keen understanding and perceptions. To this Awareness this indicates a being who himself has already evolved tremendously, and who is operating at the five and six-strand level of DNA activation and is activating a larger portion of his brain to 40% already.
Questioner: Fantastic for him!
Cosmic Awareness: He is but one of many.
ASCENSION IS AN INDIVIDUAL AFFAIR
(Many of the Fallen Angels walk among us today)
Questioner: He carries on, "Are the cycles and ages of the universe coordinating the evolution of mankind determined to the degree in years to allow all human beings to basically evolve together as a cohesive unit, or do we all evolve and graduate as separates to the higher vibrations and dimensions?"
Cosmic Awareness: The latter is a more accurate perception and understanding. Ascension is an individual affair and thus the onus and responsibility is on each and every individual to move him or herself in their thought process and in their level of action towards a more enlightened perspective, a more enlightened lifestyle. It is true that when there is a collective who has reached this level of awareness that it will entitle them as a group to move forward, for they will have earned this. Many of those who are moving forward are even those who are part of that original division away from God, those who would have been understood and known as the Fallen Angels.
In terms of the consciousness of those beings, they have separated into many, many physical incarnations, many bodies, many experiences but now are seeking to return back into the Body of God, back into the fabric of that which is the Ultimate Deity, the Ultimate Knowing, of the Everything and the All. Those who are ready for this experience are those human beings who actively embrace the concept of a process that leads to elevated consciousness and expanded awareness, and that leads to that process known as Ascension. There are many who are still having a physical experience and do not wish to move beyond it, for it serves them well and they are still engaged in this experience, which is why it will not be the totality of mankind/humankind that ascends, but portions that ascend, and portions that do not ascend. Is this clear?
WHY ARE WE SO UNEVOLVED SPIRITUALLY AFTER 250,000 YEARS?
Questioner: (Yes, thank you). His last question on this part is, "After 250,000 years, why are we so unevolved spiritually? Is it because we rise in culture with the wrong motivations, only to fall to our own deceptions?"
Cosmic Awareness: In a way, cultures, societies, and civilizations can also be seen as individualistic in nature, as individual in concept. As individuals, a society must learn its lessons and many times it does not. In terms of that which is the reincarnational concept: reincarnation serves the purpose of affording that soul the opportunity to learn lessons over multiple lifetimes, and thus a civilization has an opportunity to learn its lesson, and if it does not it is destined to repeat lessons and that civilization may reincarnate into another form, another civilization that again must learn.
The difference is that within the body of the civilization those individuals who are available to learn, whose purpose it is to expand can do so independently of that society. Thus it is that many in the United States of America are ready to evolve and to move forward, whereas many are not and are content to experience their reality as it is now or to go even deeper into the next level of the experience and experiment in separation. It is an interesting concept to think of societies, nations, cultures, and civilizations as individualistic in nature, but also as collectives as well.
THE REUNION OF THE LUCIFER ENERGIES WITH THE CREATOR SOURCE BACK IN THE 70'S
(Will Evil now be Vanquished?)
Questioner: This completes the first batch of Milton's questions. The others will be completed at a later time. We carry on now with a like question from Timothy Gray. It concerns, also related to the foregoing, "Can Awareness please give some more information about the reunion of the Lucifer energy with the Creator source, which is discussed as having happened back in the 70's I believe? This implied to me that the evil in this plane of reality was in the process of being transmuted and reunited with the energy of the Source; when will the darkness and evil in our physical world be transmuted?" Comments please?
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness has spoken at length about the reintegration of the Luciferian energy back into the God Source. It does not need to make further comment on this, but this Awareness does wish to talk of the latter part of this question, for it has relevancy. Simply because that entity, that being known as Lucifer has returned back into the Godhead, does not mean that evil will now be banished and it will now disappear. Just because he who was named as the leader of that group who left the God Force to create the physical separation experiment and experience is gone, that all else and all will now end because of this, is not so.
Lucifer Remembered and started to Crave Reintegration
What it does represent is that each and every individual must reach that point of self-awareness and self-enlightenment and even perhaps self-remembering of the nature of one's being and the source of one's being. In the case of Lucifer he understood that it was time to return, and he started to remember and started to crave a reintegration into that which is the totality of the Everything and the All. He sought and yearned to return into and back to the Fabric of God. This can be considered individual in nature and all who were the followers of Lucifer, those who are designated as the Fallen Angels, each need to have a similar experience, a similar process of remembering themselves and yearning to be returned back into the fabric of the Godhead.
This also applies to the dualistic nature of this universe, and as the darkness, that which is considered the evil nature, is part of the dualism, and because all is individualistic in nature, each and every one who has pledged themselves to separation of an extreme nature, and who has dedicated themselves to a life or lives of darkness and evil, must each and every one reach a point of awareness where they do not need to continue along this line. This is indeed the promise that God made Lucifer and all of his followers when this great experiment first began: that all will be able to return when they are ready.
God welcomes the Saint as well as the Sinner
In the meantime that which is the Essence and the Godhead has never abandoned any who have chosen those extreme lives of evil and darkness. God welcomes the saint as well as the sinner, and God embraces and takes back into Its bosom each and every Fallen Angel, each and every being who has strayed, or who has led that life of separation and division. God, that which is the Essence, that which is the God Force, the Fabric of God has indeed welcomed the entities of history that were known for their evil and wicked ways. In other words, as controversial as this may be to many, God did embrace Hitler when he returned back to the fabric of the Divine.
God has Now Embraced Hitler
The entity Hitler is seen to be going through tremendous healing for his part in that experiment of division and separation, for playing that role, that part that he played. His essence and being is still of Spirit and still of God. God, in the experiment of separating Itself from Itself, of allowing some of Itself to have that experience of darkness and separation, never forgot in Itself that this was so; and therefore when parts of Itself finally return It embraces them and welcomes them; again, the Father welcoming the Prodigal Son or daughter upon their return.
Therefore, even though Lucifer returned at a time of several decades back, that which is the Luciferian experiment of separation, the dualistic experiencing of physicality remains in effect and carries on. The entity himself would be better not to worry about when all of evil will be removed and wiped out, and he would be better off simply worrying about himself and his endeavors to reach enlightenment and awareness, for this is how it works: each individual must find the way for themselves, and must return to the Godhead and God Source in their own way and at their own time.
This will help him move through that which is a duality of experience on this plane of existence that shows him that there are dark energies also. He does not need to focus on them, but he can be aware that they exist, and his choices must definitely support his efforts to achieve spiritual awareness and enlightenment. When this becomes the case, then it no longer matters when those evil ones are finally restored back into the Light, for each will return in their own good time, just as he will also.
WHAT HAPPENS NEXT WITH THE RA-TA PROJECT AND ENERGIES?
Questioner: (Thank you). His next question concerns the Ra-Ta process. He asks, "What is the current state of the Ra-Ta process? What will be happening next? What is the overall intention and aim of the Ra-Ta process? Has the process been deemed successful by those who started it?" Comments please?
Cosmic Awareness: The current status of that which is the Ra-Ta project is that the second wave was released at the end of October into November of the year 2009. Those energies had a huge impact and were an impetus to many in their individual exploration towards attaining awareness. It also shook up the pot and activated certain agents and forces that are reacting to the increase in consciousness that occurred at that time. In other words, those who would hold humanity back, and keep them in that which is the darkness also have accelerated their efforts at that time.
At this time, even though this Awareness sees that many are advancing, It does see that for many there is a tremendous struggle at the same time, for it appears that those forces that have control and dominion have become even stronger. Yet since that time certain events have occurred, both in terms of the physical world and geological and geophysical disasters as well as the monetary crisis have occurred that have shaken things up tremendously. Even the oil spill in the Gulf is part of that attempt by those agencies of the darkness to accelerate their own plans, for as this Awareness has said in the past, that event is not an accident but a planned event, as is the pollution of the entire Gulf.
These are all also plans of those forces that would hold humankind in oppression and darkness. Again, it comes back to what this Awareness has said previously, that each individual must struggle in their own way to achieve that awareness and enlightenment. The Ra-Ta energies that were released have also helped in this matter. The projected plan is to release the third wave of consciousness, the final wave of consciousness in the spring of 2011. That will be the final impetus to carry those who have individually striven to reach their own enlightenment and awareness over the top, preparing them for that final stage of the countdown to Ascension, and this is a very planned event yet that is on track.
The reason it is being held off until that point is that those oppositional forces that this Awareness spoke of a moment ago are still battling hard, and in a way those forces that are here to assist mankind's evolution did not wish to show their hand too soon, and when they looked forward into the future at the time that the Ra-Ta project was set up they saw that it would be essential to stage these bursts of consciousness to timings that would work the best to propel those many who are advancing themselves to a level of heightened consciousness where they could not be destroyed or interfered too much by those dark forces.
Yet for many of the Light Workers it has still been a tremendous struggle to keep on track, and not to be buried by those oppressional forces, and this Awareness understands and sees that not all have made it, and not all will make it. Even those who do not make it to that Ascension still will return back into their spiritual fabric of being, their soul fabric, and they will still play a part, but it will simply not be in a physical manner They will work from the other side, and this too is a part of the agenda that is planned for the expansion of consciousness, and the acceleration of mind back into its heightened and unified levels.
IS THE PROJECT CONSIDERED SUCCESSFUL?
Questioner: (Thank you). His last question: "Has the process been deemed successful by those who started it?"
Cosmic Awareness: Since the process is not complete, and since there are many different possibilities and the success is not yet guaranteed, it has not been deemed as a success yet. This would be presumptuous. What can be said is that many are starting to ask the questions and to see the truth that has for so long been hidden to them or that they have been oblivious to and ignorant of. There are levels of success in the workings, but at this time each and every individual must work towards their own individual success and hold it as something sacrosanct and paramount and above all else in their lives.
As each individual holds it as something that they wish to achieve, then they will individually be successful, and if enough are individually successful then this project will indeed be deemed a success at the end of the experiment, at the end of the project, and at the end of this timeframe of monumental experiences and events. This is truly the most monumental period of mankind's evolution that there has been in this which is the modern age of man.
HAS THIS SCENARIO HAPPENED BEFORE?
Questioner: (Thank you). Has this scenario happened before?
Cosmic Awareness: There have been other experiments on the planet Earth, different but similar. There are those, for example, known as the Elohim, who are called the gods or God. These beings existed millions of years ago on this planet, and went through an evolutionary process and were successful in their evolution, and yet their experience was still different to that which is the present dualistic experience that is occurring now.
THE INDIVIDUAL NATURE OF THE JOURNEY
Questioner: Interesting. Do you have a closing message please?
Cosmic Awareness: The only closing message this Awareness has is in relation to what this Awareness has been speaking of: the individual nature of the journey. While it is so that each and every individual is indeed alone on the journey, it is also so that each and every individual is part of the whole. First and foremost as always, each individual is part of that which is God, that which is the Almighty Essence and Fabric of that Divine being, that Divine concept, and that Prime Source.
The Three Aspects of Being
Each and every being is also part of the Soul and will return back into the fabric of their soul, and they are not alone in this. Each and every being has as part of their being others who surround them on the higher states of consciousness above the third dimensional reality.
There are guides, there are angelic beings, there are ascended ones, there are indeed many who surround and protect and guide as they can; and finally, each and every human being has the three concepts of selfhood, or the three aspects of being. Each is connected to their spiritual divine nature through that which is the High Self and they also have that which is the evolving consciousness of the low self.
All three work together to bring the individual towards that concept of unity, and each is part of that framework also. Ultimately, dualistic thinking will be replaced by unified thinking, and Unity Consciousness. This is as much part of the process toward Ascension and ascended awareness as anything else this Awareness has talked to up to this point. This Awareness indeed reminds all that no matter how serious it seems, how difficult the road, that this is always ultimately all part of an illusion chosen by each and every individual to experience in its fullest measure that experience known as separation: separation from that which is the divine nature of God and the divine nature of each and every individual.
Ascension is the Awakening to this Deep Concept
Ascension is the awakening to this deep concept, this deep truth, so that no matter how difficult this journey is at this time, if one awakens to that simplest and most complex of truths, one will be able to journey forth and reach the destination of Ascension, the destination of expansion and evolution into the remembrance and the memory of their own being and the return back into the fabric of the soul and into the fabric of God. This Awareness is complete at this time.
Getting History Straight.....
THE ESSENES AND WHAT HAPPENED TO JESUS

CAC General Reading 8-30-10 (August 30, 2010) Will Berlinghof, Interpreter, Joan Mills Questioner & Energizer
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT: THE CATHORS AND THE HOLY BLOODLINE
Questioner: The first question concerns the Cathars and their beliefs in the Languedoc area. Do you have any comments on this particular group or may I read the first paragraph?
Cosmic Awareness: This Awareness asks for you to read the first paragraph.
Questioner: Thank you). The Cathars were a religious group who appeared in Europe in the 11th century, their origins something of a mystery though there is reason to believe their ideas came from Persia by way of the Byzantine Empire, the Balkans and Northern Italy. Records from the Roman Catholic Church mentioned them under various names and in various places. Catholic theologians debated with themselves for centuries whether Cathars were Christian heretics or whether they were not Christian at all. The question is apparently still open. Roman Catholics still refer to Cathar belief as "the Great Heresy" though the official Catholic position is that Catharism is not Christian at all. Is this a true statement or is there additional to add to this please?
Cosmic Awareness: This is basically an untrue statement that was made to confuse the issue, to throw in the proverbial red herring and to distract many from searching deeper into the beliefs expressed by the Cathars. In truth the Cathars were the original Christians. The Cathars were those who had left the Holy. Land, Palestine, at the time after the alleged crucifixion. At that time those involved in the drama that is known as the crucifixion and the resurrection were largely members of a community of people in the region known as the Essenes. The entity historically known as Jesus the Christ and was himself an Essene, as were his mother and father, most of the apostles, Mary Magdalene, the uncle Joseph of Arimathea as well as many of the early followers of the entity Jesus the Christ.
A false set of historical beliefs about Jesus
The fabrication of the story around the enlightened being who is now known as Jesus was such that it has created a false set of historical beliefs of what was thought to have occurred and many, of course, now subscribe to these erroneous teachings. This Awareness has spoken of these matters before and has declared that the individual that is historically known as Apollonius was the entity who was later transformed into the entity that is now known as Jesus the Christ or Christed one, Jesus Christos. There has never been a historical presentation of actual historical proof that has shown this entity Jesus the Christed one actually lived at the alleged time, but there is historical evidence that the entity Apollonius did indeed live at that time and performed acts as described in the New Testament as the miracles that Jesus performed.
In 300 AD the Piso brothers of Rome wrote the Gospels
It must be remembered that the New Testament and the Gospels of the New Testament were written approximately 300 years after the historical events were alleged to have occurred and the Piso brothers of Rome were the authors of the Gospels under the direct orders of Emperor Constantine. This already was at a time when the early Roman Catholic Church was starting to gain more and more power and when Emperor Constantine created what became known as the Holy Roman Catholic Church, those who were the leaders of this early church had already schismed from earlier teachings presented by the entity known as Jesus the Christ.
Saul struck blind on the road to Damascus
After the events of the crucifixion and resurrection, the entity known as Saul, upon having a transformational experience took charge of the direction the early church was to follow. Upon being struck blind on the road to Damascus, Saul was converted to the Christian faith, although he had never been one of the apostles or one of the Essenes, who were those who had the responsibility of bringing the Messiah mythology to a completion.
The Essene people had been given this task and were responsible for the completion of bringing that enlightened being into the world.
Emperor Constantine formulated the Roman Catholic Church
The Essenes were more than just a Jewish sect; they were those of enlightened consciousness. Many who are now Wanderers were Essenes at that time, which is why many who have been involved with the organization Cosmic Awareness Communications also were involved at that time to bring the shift of consciousness in to the world. Saul, who became Paul, derailed those teachings and took them in another direction, a direction that would eventually see the formulation under Emperor Constantine of the one united state religion, that which was the Roman Catholic religion and faith. This was already a misrepresentation of some of the original teachings of the entity known as Jesus the Christ.
Jesus the Christ did not die on the cross
Those who were part of the Essene community, and part of the following of Jesus the Christ, left the Palestine region of Jerusalem and went to southern France into the Pyrenees Mountains and into the Languedoc region. The entity known as Jesus Christ did not die on the cross, as has been portrayed in the New Testaments. He was smuggled away and another entity went to the cross instead. The Essenes left the region secretly, crossing the Mediterranean at night. Jesus the Christ and Mary Magdalene, who was indeed his wife; Mother Mary, and many of the Essene community escaped their persecutors and went to their new home in the southern France region. This has been discussed in such books as the Holy Blood, Holy Grail and as well as the popular novel The Da Vinci Code.
The novel The Da Vinci Code tells much of the truth
Although The Da Vinci Code is indeed a novel of entertainment and is not entirely historically correct, it still presents the genesis of the idea that Mary Magdalene gave birth to a child, Sarah, who was the child of her union with her husband, the entity Jesus Christ. They settled for a time in this region, but it is seen that the entity Jesus Christ, or Apollonius, decided to return to the East to go into seclusion, so that he could continue his work and his own development. Thus, Mary Magdalene stayed in the Languedoc region, as did mother Mary and many of the Essene community. It was these who became the Cathars in later times. They were the original followers of the Christed one, of Christos. They were the ones who were the original Christians and who held the deeper more accurate truths of the teacher and Messiah, truths that later were in conflict with the Roman Catholic Church that came through the tradition of Paul and Emperor Constantine.
Genocide: The Roman Catholic Church Exterminates the Cathars
By the 11th Century and the 12th Century, those original teachings of the original Christians became highly controversial to the powers of the early Roman Catholic Church, so much so that they were perceived as a threat to the power establishment of the Roman Catholic Church. It was thus decided that these teachings and these truths that were held by the Cathars needed to be eradicated and all those who held these beliefs needed to be exterminated. This is what was done under the banner of religious purification of heretics, which is why the Cathars were labeled as such.
The truth of the matter was that the Cathars and what they held and believed and practiced were seen by those in power as simply too dangerous to be allowed to continue to be practiced and shared. Thus the Catholic Church engaged in an act of genocide, where they killed all, sparing none — men, women, children, -- all were killed and the goal was to find the historical books and documents, the holy texts that proved that Jesus had not died, as was later fabricated and passed on as the truth, a truth that is still considered by the majority as the absolute truth of the entity Jesus Christ. Even what this Awareness is sharing at this time would be very challenging indeed to most Christians, those who consider themselves Christians.
Those who knew the truth of the Holy Bloodline were persecuted
Yet this does not alter the fact that the truth that occurred was much stranger than the fabricated truth that was passed on by those who grabbed power, and that strange truth was an underlying thread of difficulty throughout the 'Middle Ages and into the later stages, such as the Renaissance. Those who understood and knew the truth of the holy bloodline were indeed persecuted and this truth was indeed suppressed or attempts were made to suppress it. This completes this Awareness' discussion of the Cathars and those who were the original Christians. This Awareness is open to any questions the Energizer might have.
AFTER THE GENOCIDE
Questioner: (Thank you). When the Catholics destroyed the Cathars, those who were not Cathars -- what reaction did they have to this? Did they recognize what was happening?
Cosmic Awareness: They did not recognize, for they simply believed their leaders, their priests and the pope, who declared the Cathars as heretics. Thus it was thought to be justified to eradicate the heretics who posed such a threat to the Catholic Church. They were indeed good little Catholics who simply obeyed the orders of the Holy Pontiff.
How some of the texts survived the genocide
This Awareness will also add that while it was the intent to completely destroy the people and their writings, their documents, and their historical texts, they were not entirely successful in doing so. Some of those texts were hidden and some were taken away in the historical escape of a group of Cathars, who in the middle of the night scaled down the cliff behind the castle, taking the holy texts and the documents with them, escaping with the truth of their history and of the history of the true Jesus Christ, the true Messiah, his progeny, his offspring, and his lineage. This of course was popularized somewhat in the novel and the film The Da Vinci Code.
Questioner: When you mentioned castles, did they live in castles?
Cosmic Awareness: It is seen and known that they lived in the Languedoc region, but when the attacks came and the crusade against them was launched that they did go up into a castle high on a mountaintop. This is where the remnants of the Cathar peoples eventually arrived at and fought from and eventually they were vanquished. But as this Awareness said, not before a group broke out in the darkness of the night, scaling the cliff down into the valley and escaping. Those who gave up were all put to death afterwards.
Questioner: A shame. The ones that did escape, where did they go to?
Cosmic Awareness: They fled to other regions of Europe and then into Scotland and thus it is that the chapel of Ross became a repository of the documents and the texts and much is known of this chapel also in its relation to the bloodline of Jesus the Christ and Mary Magdalene.
MORE ON PAUL, OR SAUL
Questioner: Very, very interesting. Going back to Paul or Saul, his original name. What was his origin?
Cosmic Awareness: He of course was Jewish. He was known as a tax collector and he was an opponent to the Essenes and the followers of the entity Jesus Christ. He even attempted to fight them and to eradicate them and yet he had his experience of transformation on the road to Damascus. He was an opponent to the early Christian sect, although they were not known at that time as Christians. It was simply seen as a sect that had other teachings from the Masonic leader that the group followed. Saul was a good Jewish man who opposed those early followers of the Masonic leader known as Jesus, but later on in his experience of conversion, his transformational experience on the road to Damascus, this changed and he allegedly was touched by God and became a follower of the early Christian sect of those followers of Jesus Christ. Yet he had his own plans, and his own design. He was not an Essene, and some could even say he was a plant who then infiltrated the organization and misdirected the teachings.
Today this would be called misinformation, and would have much to do with those who take the truth and twist it, leading people astray and in another direction entirely. This eventually became the Roman Catholic Church. The irony of course being that this group of "Christians" opposed the original followers of Christ, declaring them heretics, when they indeed had the true knowledge and history of the events of that time versus the prefabricated events created by the Council of Nicaea under Constantine as well as the Piso brothers who wrote the New Testament, the gospels.
Questioner: So much for truth, eh?
Cosmic Awareness: Truth is always in the eye of the perceiver. What is one man's truth is another man's lie.
Questioner: Whatever actually became of Paul?
Cosmic Awareness: He was martyred in his attempt to spread the faith. There is enough historical documentation for those who are interested.
Who replaced Jesus in the tomb?
Questioner: (Thank you). One last question: who was actually the replacement for Jesus in the tomb? Was this set up ahead of time, did one chap just step forward and say, 'Ok, it's me, it's me?" What was the story behind that?
Cosmic Awareness: It is seen that there was indeed one who came forward and offered his life so that the Messiah could escape with many of the followers on the ship to France. He was seen to be someone who resembled the entity and a devotee of the Messiah. It was not a sacrifice for him to give his life to the Messiah, to the plans of the Essenes to create this new level of consciousness; for he too was a follower of the Messiah and knew that this was his role to play. It must be understood that the Essenes were highly enlightened beings who knew more than the majority of people around them, and who understood the history of what they had been involved in for so many thousands of years and who understood, and that the Powers That Be were those that they were opposing by bringing this new understanding and truth, this new level of consciousness into the collective consciousness.
They understood the Shift would come in 2012
They understood that they would be changing human consciousness and they even understood that in the future, because of what they had introduced at that time, that there would come a time approximately 2200 years later where the next shift of consciousness would occur because of what had been brought onto the plane of consciousness on the Planet Earth. Thus it was seen as imperative that the being known as the Messiah, as Jesus the Christ, or Apollonius, as he was actually known, survived the persecution of the Jewish priests. Thus it was that this individual who took the place of Jesus did so gladly, for he understood that this would help to achieve the goals that the Essenes had been striving towards for thousands of years, as well as set up the future events and histories that would one day bring humankind to the brink of the next shift in consciousness to that period that is now, which is the Ascension.
Where did the the Essenes come from?
Questioner: (Amazing!) One other question: What would be the origin of the Essenes, were they related say, to the Mayans, to the Atlanteans or any of the earlier races?
Cosmic Awareness: It could be said that they definitely were part of the Atlantean culture, but this Awareness would say that they stemmed originally from the Lemurians and from the kingdom of Mu. The Lemurians were essentially those who understood that they were spiritual beings experiencing physical life. There was a group from that period who became very committed to restoring the higher spiritual consciousness back to humanity. They were also involved in even earlier stages, where there was the genetic construction of the prototype beings that later became modern human beings. These beings, being spiritually aware, and being of that higher level of consciousness, have always directed their intent and desire to progressing human evolution, and to restoring the level of consciousness that once was held by the Lemurians many hundreds of thousands of years ago, even many millions of years ago. But this of course is a history not known or accepted as modern history. This is what many can only speculate on, but it was from this group that the original Essenes came.
Questioner: With regard to the Lemurians, they would be on the west coast of South America, is that correct? And the Essenes, I assume, would be in Africa or the African area, is that correct?
Cosmic Awareness: This is misconceived. The Lemurians did live in that region of the Pacific that has long since gone under water, this is true. But those who were the Lemurians, those who have returned countless times, have lived in many locations, including that region of the Middle East, where they came together in the Qumran region by the Dead Sea -- this is where the Essenes were located as a community, but it is also seen that there have been other times where those who were of the Essene consciousness have been working their magic, and have been trying to promote the advancement of human consciousness to realize its highest nature.
Therefore, they have lived in all communities and civilizations at all times throughout the world's history. The most important matter to remember and the point to consider, is why. The why is because the Essenes have always been those who have held the highest consciousness and awareness and who have committed themselves to assisting humankind to return to the higher levels of consciousness that were once held; back into the purity of that which is the fifth dimensional consciousness; being alive in third dimensional reality and yet not being of the third dimension, and not being trapped in the veil of forgetfulness that is the case now. Indeed, one might even conjecture that the truest purpose of the Essenes all along was to bring humankind to this point in its spiritual historical evolution. That this completes this answer.
Questioner: Thank you. Just one other question comes to mind -- is it possible the Essenes were involved in the Ra-Ta project?
Cosmic Awareness: Indeed they were so involved. Again, these were enlightened beings whose purpose was always and still is the purpose of raising human consciousness, and of helping mankind come to that point where Ascension can be experienced by a majority of humanity. In the past Ascension was an individual experience, thus the Buddha, Jesus the Christ, and Apollonius were individuals who had achieved Ascension and enlightenment. But now that which is the collective consciousness of humanity has finally reached a point that will allow a majority to shift in consciousness if they so choose, a majority compared to the individual experience that was once the case. This is not necessarily a majority of all human beings alive at this time, although it is the promise that is held for all of humanity. This is why this Awareness has so often said that ultimately each will choose their own destiny, but the energies will be available for many to ascend and there have been those who have worked diligently towards creating this as the reality for humanity itself. These were traditionally known as the Essenes.
Questioner: A wonderful people -- it would be quite exciting to live amongst them, the values...
Cosmic Awareness: Indeed, you do live amongst them, for you yourself are one of the Essenes.
Questioner: As I assume many CAC members are as well, correct?
Cosmic Awareness: This is correct. They are the same ones who have continuously come over and over again to help shift human consciousness. The entities Avaton and Vikki, for example, are Essenes who came in the roles of George and Margaret Fox to create the Quaker movement. Paul Shockley, the former Interpreter and channeler for this Awareness was the Essene who came as William Penn; all coming to help create new ways of understanding, new forms of consciousness available to humanity. The projects of those who are Essenes have been large and great and small and purposeful and everything in between. This Awareness feels complete with Its discussion of the Cathars, the Essenes and the history that has been denied for so long.
Questioner: At last it's in the open and we thank you for that very much.
Cosmic Awareness: Indeed this is a privilege of this Awareness to present this information to those who are ready to receive it.
Questioner: Thank you for this session. It was very enlightening, thank you.
(The Law of Gratitude is given)

A CHRISTMAS MESSAGE FROM COSMIC AWARENESS; Paul Shockley, Interpreter
This Awareness indicates that Christmas begins at home within your own psyche, your own awareness, and does move outward to manifest its radiance into the world about. This Awareness indicates that the Spirit of Christmas expresses the Law of Love, and the Law of Gratitude expresses the action of generosity and affection, and allows entities to cast their bread upon the waters without knowing where, how, whence, or if it shall return to them. This is the only true gift.
The Spirit of Christmas allows wise entities that opportunity to present their presents of gold, frankincense and myrrh to the Christ Consciousness within each other.
The Spirit of Christmas allows each entity the opportunity to graciously receive such gifts from others, even as the Christchild, (before his recognition as the Christ by the masses), received those gifts from the wisemen who recognized the Christ that lived behind the unlikely situation of the lowly stable, the manger, the camel and sheep, and the tiny babe in arms.
This Awareness indicates that action which occurred in that town of Bethlehem some 2000 years ago as that which is related unto the paradox; as that which ushered into the Piscean Age the Crystal Consciousness, being ushered in a form which would be palatable to entities during this era. This Awareness indicates that in each age there is a messiah who does personify the qualities and nature of that age; that these messiahs are often the creation of those around as much as of that force which is within. This Awareness indicates the messiah of any age as resulting from the needs of the entities of that age and in that flux of consciousness related to and associated with that age.
This Awareness suggests that the action of the paradox, wherein the microcosmic image reflects the macrocosm, that this is the nature of that action which occurred on this plane some 2000 years ago. This Awareness indicates that this also had steps between wherein the physical microcosmic creation, of that birth of Christ, the Child, as also a representation of the Christ Consciousness, the purity, the clarity which was being emanated and brought about through certain rites, rituals, teachings and associations in relationship, which resulted from the actions and was involved in the actions of the Essenes. (This Awareness wishes you to understand the word ‘Essene' as related to the word "Essence," and also related unto the word "seance.") This Awareness indicates that actions of that time, by those Essenes did help to manifest that consciousness whereby the Crystal Consciousness of the Christ could emanate itself through the child known as Jesus. This Awareness indicates that this was done also in Java with the Buddha.
In this present time there is the possibility and the opportunity for entities to bring about those children of high levels of awareness by allowing these children the environment, the space, the vibratory situations, the faith and the proper social situations whereby the Christ Consciousness may manifest and develop without being driven out by excessive distortions, perversions and frustrations.
This Awareness suggests in the coming years there shall be many, many children who shall be likened unto the Holy Child. That the movement in this direction begins within the individual, wherein the child within, the Holy Being within each and everyone of you which needs its nourishment and needs certain attention, does begin to grow and manifest and give you Its blessing; and does begin to bring your life into order whereby you, yourself, may emanate the Christ Consciousness from within.
The Spirit of Christmas recognizes the Christchild growing behind each and every unlikely scene, each and every unlikely face and situation, and those who are wise will bring gifts to nurture and devotion to encourage the growth and development of that Christchild within each face, each scene, each situation.
The Spirit of Christmas is a dedication and devotion in mass to the Christ within yourself and others.
This Awareness suggests you keep this Holiday sacred and Holy and that you keep yourself sacred and Holy, and that you make each day a Holyday.
This Awareness indicates The Law of Gratitude is that sense of satisfaction where energy which has been given receives a certain reward. Energy that is given moves out on that curved and unequal line and when extended far enough can only return to its source bearing gifts.
This Awareness indicates The Law of Love is that Law which places the welfare and the concern and the feelings of others above self. The Law of Love is that close affinity with all forces that you associate with as good. The Law of Love is that force which denies the existence of evil in the world, that Resists Not. For love follows the course of least resistance.
This Awareness suggests the greatest gift that any entity can give to another is that portion of themselves which is given with love and which has no strings attached and no expectations. This Awareness suggests that in giving yourself, the Spirit of Christ moves in communion between you.
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IN THIS ISSUE
Celestria and the Birth of Souls
How Did We Become God-Birthed Souls?
How Did Souls Begin?
When God Was In The Void
God Seeking to Know Itself
Even the Rocks Contain the Divine Consciousness
When Jesus Spoke of the "Father in Heaven"
The Luciferian/Rhyee/Ahriman Dark Forces: What
Motivated Them to Separate From God?
All Life Expressions Have Free Will?
Questions on the World of Matter
Those Who Never Left the Godhead
Parallel Universes and Dimensions
How Aware is Cosmic Awareness?
Brain Capacity and the 12 Strands of DNA: Will we Ever Get All of Them Back?
Is Universal Harmony for Mankind Closer than Ever?
Ascension is an Individual Affair?
Why Are We So Unevolved Spiritually after 250,000 Yrs?
The Reunion of the Lucifer Energies With the Creator Source Back in the 70's
What Happens Next With the Ra-Ta Project & Energies?
Is The Project Considered Successful?
Has the Scenario Happened Before?
The Individual Nature of the Journey
The Cathors and the Holy Blood Line
(Getting History Straight)
After the Genocide.
More on Paul, or Saul
Where Did the Essenes Come From?
A Christmas Message From Cosmic Awareness